Friday, December 23, 2005
and as we're drawing much close to Christmas!
YAY!
i've found that i've seen things with a better perspective.
i learnt that brand new days will always come.
and it makes the fall much more necessary.
we learn much much better the hard way.
serious, i know what it's like to have your heart ripped apart.
but when it's the peak of the rollercoaster.
it's great.
this year, came a year with many changes.
it has been one heck of 12 months.
struggling for education, the o level's.
friendship struggles, more or less pulled through..
and me opening my eyes to see the best friends in those around me.
these are people i want to keep forever.
so thank you for the love.
i've been a pest.
i've been trying this new thing about curbing my temper
so as to not yell or get impulsive towards ben.
it's working well.
a good year end resolution, perhaps.
it's a start.
we're always prone to changes, isn't it.
there won't be success without a struggle.
sad, we always have to learn the hard way.
or maybe even with a longer period
of gaining the trust and creating the bond.
this year has proven that,
sometimes, things aren't always as it seems.
often, rash opinions on others gets the better of you.
it always does.
so best, dont judge.
about the gift of forgiveness.
it's still very difficult to achieve what i want.
cos i obviously can't let go.
time tells it all.
new year resolution?
or christmas wish this year?
some part of me wants the time travel
cos i want nigel back in our lives.
yet, some part of the past was not worth the 'i want it back'
one thing good about now.
the past is only smth you look back upon and realise the mistakes.
we've all have to move on, no matter how hard it is/
EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE ALRIGHT!
happy christmas one and all.
good evening:]
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