Saturday, May 14, 2005
.:a world you created set to explode:.
good evening.
dodo feels good!
and i sure hope you feel good too.
if not.
do what you must.
come find me!
i'll be your entertainment.
and yes..
why today was good.
of cos the part where i failed chinese was a lil wrong.
still a little upset.
jsut a little bit.
yup.
drats.
but nevermind about that.
i went jogging with marc.
AND.
i feel liek i lost weight already!
okay.
i didn;t mean that.
as you can see.
im still very much happy..
and why again..
i met up with my beloved katkat.dada.sheena AND rese!
yeaps.
it was bonus/.
rese came!
i was so very the berry happy.
she digs sidewalks which is the no1 song.
YES.
and where she laughs and laughs.
jsut liek before.
makes me all so happy.
and i realise so much of myself beign retarded around them.
is it with them that i find a way to be an idiot?
well..
i dunno.
but theres one thing.
its great to feel so...
after all the inner shit we go through in our dear lives.
you need time off like these..
now..
that is what made my day.
understand the story.
okay..
i can feel it...
im such a retard.
:D
but i love being this way.
happy right.
not sad right.
equals berry the good.
okay..
dodo is realy fat now.
i ate a lot.
let me tell you.
i ate my kids meal dinner with rese.
and we got a R2-D2 each.
which made me kinda realise mine is with her.
thats was dinnner.
a kiddy dinner but still dinner.
and then..
you know friday means no meat,
i still ate.
alamak..
then we attended the half a holy hour.
i did reflect a bit.
about studies.
my friendship.
my family.
my love for my 'rents and siblings.
thought about my beloved child/
and late nights with nad.
i dunno why.
just all that.
and maybe a lil more.
we were outside and got really bored.
punishments with kat killed me.
no!
it murdered!
and then we got on the no entry sign.
shiok.
the things kids do/
i enjoy my kid life!
but anyways..
we left..
all of us to cp.
okay.
thats when i ate a lot.
dinner was done..
i went to macs,
intention to get an ice-cream.
then saw beloved milo there..
and apple pie.
alamak..
from the apple strudel cookies.
it became a must.
so i ended up getting them both.
arh..
MILO!
we wanted some jap food.
yoshinoya...
no chawanmushi for katkat and shit.
bustards!
i bought a black sesame rice triangle thing.
for a buck.
i thought it tasted quite okay.
though it felt stale..
BAD.
then realised they gave me shit.
so i dirtied the place.
and oh my god!
have you any idea how long i've mopped the floor.
im the maid.
damn it.
so i played with their mop and helped them with the cleaning up.
wah..so fun!
the guys were in bk.
so we went over.
and then i drank ice-lemon tea.coke and barley.
die sia!
dodo is gonna be really really fat..
fat is good.
i shall jsut pretend.
now im feeling damn full.
how am i gonna sleep.
you tell me!
okay..
everybody left.
left left left.
i was with marc.
we enjoyed late nights!
my wonderful late nights.
next time.
it'll be different.
and we enjoyed going down the slides backwads.
and running up and down liek idiots.
so..
you see.
marcthechung and i do stupid things together.
here comes the part i was most dreadful of.
talking to him
i was fearful.
everytime...
it;d be something that brings me to act upon.
and i get really confused.
then we're back to square one.
so..
this time..
be a lil smart.
heck the issues.
throw it at the back of your head.
when it comes back.
throw it again.
and do it even more.
then it will be nothing but a lost memory.
but i wont walk in that direction.
cos i make my life.
this is a long entry.
but hello.
its 12.44 and i blogged liek 36 minutes ago.
and blogger is on maintenance till 55/
so i gotta wait.
drats!
and my stomach ain't feelign too good.
cowtitude please.
i've figured out my situation
i am an endless source of useless information
give me bad news 'cause it's already been expected
i let my front down
and i know i will regret it
but you don't know the half and the one to blame for it
/throwing up the words that I said to you
i always do what i'm not supposed to
here's to us fools
that have no meaning
and forget about tomorrow
i might say things you don't want to hear
but someday you might care and i won't be there
no i won't be there here's to us fools
the smiles meant your worth/
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