Saturday, May 14, 2005
.:look around and you'll see that at times it feels like no one really cares:.
opportunites i suppose.
a life of memories.
ash his heart onto the ground
pull his guts out by frustration
be careful you might kill him
just cause he can't hear what you say
doesn't mean that he's not listening
if you listen to your words
he might like what you say
so you've been going out for years
and I'm sure that you've been happyhappy with your roleyou've been looking up to himas if you've forgotten of your own lifeforgotten of your own faceburn and start againLike the time we thought was made for you. That fell at the bottom of the road.i wasted the whole afternoon
dead on gen's bed.
though i did get up and do maths.
maths suddenly seems so fulfilling.
completed the elementary booklet
holey maths.
dinner was good!
yup.
and to think i even wanted to skip dinner.
surprisingly that was the only meal i took the whole day.
two cookies & MILO for breakfast and lunch..
right..
so that was my today.
it doesn't end here.
there's still the late nights.
i want so much to go to the park and play.
but the companion doesn't really call.
and as for now.
i shall get inspired by the songs
and do up my art
:D
these colored dreams that we have, will put everything in the backseat drive past you,so goodnight, these dollar signs will be the death of all our dreams,you can't take all of my heart,but you can take your best shot,we are the unheard voice,a generation of which should be loud enoughthis heart is bleeding desperationthey're still worth fighting forthis is the only thing that I fucking have
silence might very much help conceal the hurt.
the smiles meant your worth/.
screamed at|9:22 pm
