Friday, April 15, 2005
.:too much for now:.
i'm asking too much.
i got my mum upset.
i'm getting upset over worthless issues.
my studies are taking a plunge.
i need to work.
damn it.
i need some wakening.
it's april..
i've got no time and here i am..
trying to figure what i want.
it aint helping..
anyways..
i've decided to shut off all distractions.
its tough.
but shut up about that..
i'm tired.
i'm disturbed.
life's messy.
cos i did not bother cleaning it up when it was minor..
i want out,.
oh lord.
i need some screaming sessions!
you're not helping.
i'm not caring..]
so//
give up the grudge.
okay..
i;m trying to work to the maximum of my chinese.
it really is tough.
its difficult.
but im trying.
and i'm feeling so stressed about it.
when its supposed to be nothing compared to the big exams.
what the fuck.
time-out.
im getting lost.
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i jsut need time..
which i threw away.
screamed at|12:11 am