Thursday, April 14, 2005
.:how this felt:.
i will not forget.i cannot forget.HELLO!i'm turning into a midnight person..
but anyways..
im enjoying the late nights.
why this late.?
i was on the phone again..
opps.
but at least.
i managed to multi-task
and complete my maths assignment and art sketches.
yes...so..thats about it.
oh god.i just remembered.
i've got traiing later..
shoot..
its so dreadful..
but alright..
i enjoyed lessons today..
chinese-i passed my spelling,,
like finally.
so that started the day off well..
history-i'm in the ostracized seat
but i'm very much enjoying it..
angie.callix and i were talking rubbish
about the source..
well..we interpreted that...
they were doing really cool stuff!
and then.. it ends..
cme-i got to sleep.
so is that a good thing.
he noticed..
and it's not good when that happens.
he thinks you're on drugs or just sick?
but hey.
i completed the pages.
DURH-ERH!
ss-my teacher is really funny..
we are like her lil kids.
she called us SGN..
it was so funny.
the way she behaved
and blah blah blah.
school ends!so thats why today was good.
in school.
there's been a lot of yelling.
i hate it..
i'm turning them onto deaf ears.
i dont need it.really.
so just slam the damn door!
blast the music!
and live like he ripped your heart out!
yes!
thats the way.
my night ends just about here.
i learn as you speak.
i understand as you tell.
;all i need was to realise the effort you put in.
to help whatever was left of us,
but i was jsut blinded by the avoiding.
sorry it passed tooo fast
i'm trying not to get hurt.
i need you to be there.
to understand.
please don't throw me aside.
and leave me here to bleed.
i beg for the if onlys/
so that once more..what we felt
can come alive again..
im taking my chances.
at every expense.
would you.
let me/
you know so much.
you hide it all.
i know it too..
i'm just making it easy.
thats the least i could.
but its not good enough.
we'll get better..
read you like a destroyed bulletin.
i picked it up.
understood what it meant..
and made it worth.
i said.
you're worth it.
shutting me out..not.
screamed at|12:03 am
