Thursday, April 28, 2005
.:for you to know i knew it all along:.
Framed pictures start to be put on the walls Constant visits while im out on the road Its hard to leave sometimes But you know where i lay my head at night First comes heavy breathing Staring at the ceiling What will happen next I don't wanna know I don't wanna knowfirst of all.
i decided to do my extremely difficult comprehension.
i don't get it.
really.
heck.
im stupid!
and then i fell asleep.
and im just numb.
contradictions and lies!
over and over again.
thats all i can say for you/okay..
really.
lessons are getting by so quickly.
i dont even remember what we do during lessons/
and..
pe was fun.
i thought it was retarded to play baseball
cos i wanted to play floorball.
but then..
we were screaming.
erm..or maybe just me.
and blah blah..
If only wishes could be dreamsAnd all my dreams could come trueThere would be two us standing here in front of youIf you could show me that someone that I used to beHERES THE BEST BIT OF THE DAY!
now...
ms teh promised us a meal for the distinction scorers.
so yeah.
us 8.
kristle.dia.philly.huiyun.norizan.corde.angie and i.
we dined..
right in the middle of the school canteen.
shiok!
hmmm..
she served us nice lime water.
her start-from-scratch cream of chicken!
her original crabmeat linguine!
yeah..pasta!
her prawn and fruit salad!
and lastly here iced coffee.
AND tiramisu!
oh great!
she's the first teacher that has ever
ever done somethign this nice for us.
i'm so glad!
i totally appraciate it.
trust me..
we were all pregnant after that.
the tummy was PHOAR!
even my model angie!
so we all left..
I lie awake and prayThat you will look my wayI have all this longing in my heartI knew it right from the startall we need to know :i wished for what i can't have.
and she was upset for what she never wanted.
its unjust.
but thats our lives..
suffer the consequences till smiles collide.
screamed at|6:15 pm
