Monday, April 04, 2005
.:numb.you and i:.
the must have music everyday.
maybe its jsut the lyrics which.
just...
relates so much to our dear life.
which we want prefect.
or maybe just that..
we want it to pass so that we don't remember.
don't remember the thoughts of yesterhours..
alright..
i lost the strength.
i can't get it back.though im trying very hard..
really bad.
but then again..
i'm always the me you all know..
i don't need to speak.
my actions may show otherwise.
i'd be hypocritical then/
i fell.
i lost it.
lost trust..
so much to be hurt by the one whom you thought...
well..it dissapointed.
i'm over it.
i won't want to remember neither do i
not want to forgive.
bygones.
though the hurt comes back.
yet so often.
and its not even obvious.
it might murder.
and carry on the sin.
maybe in life..
there's so much you face that.
numbed.thats the language.
speak about controlling it.
you fucking can't/
its drea-deeeeee-ful!
then its another csi...
murdered.
i tried to be prefect.
but nothing was worth it.
i succeeded in the pretend game..
i'm winning every battle.
and hopefully.i end with the victory.
i defeat the mmonsters!
you're not making it easy.
the shim.shem.she.him.he.her.me.i.they.we.
educated literally.
you're being readd/
:]]
i prayed for you.
i don't want it now.
then what am i.
fickle.
i want out.
maybe...
killersmile.
:D
give up the grudge!
shut your fucking mouth!
thats songs good when you need.
i disagree.
you lied.
you fooled.
took for granted.
played me liek a fool.
and its worst when you jsut can't mention it.
and you kill the happy thoughts within.
destroyed...
all..by you..
are you!
betrayed....
bite!its been 22 minutes..
and theres still more.
i'll scream more later/
screamed at|11:33 pm
