Sunday, March 27, 2005
.:falling into you:.
i can't wait until my heart mends
so i can finally go outside
and i tell myself,''well ken
it's better to have lost love
than to paint a smile and pretend''
i tried to be perfect
it just wasn’t worth it
nothing could ever be so wrong
it's hard to believe me
it never gets easy
i guess I knew that all along
honesty is all
we make mistakes I know
and I knew something's wrong
i couldn't lead you on
well I see, you and me
separating for good
no more friends, this can't be
my best friends gone
i'm all out of faith, this is how i feel
i'm cold and i am shamed lying naked on the floor
illusion never changed into something real
i'm wide awake and i can see the perfect sky is torn
you're a little late, i'm already torn. torn.
the impression.the confession.
these things
i'll never say
i wont have to fight the tears.cos you would/
i wont find out the truth.cos its all in it for you/
i wont bleed cos you'll be there to save me/
i might be broken if ever you leave/
but you're not the person.
the last good thing..
i'll run and we'll play
our wonderful game of hide-and-seek.
and this time.
you'll never get me.
cigars in the summertime.
lets draw the windows down.
you in me
i in you.
screamed at|9:21 pm
