Sunday, March 27, 2005
.:i beg to dream and differ:.
today.
was not good.not good at all:[
in fact.it was liek the worst day ever.
with the inability to laugh things off no more.
it made matters worst.
really really bad.
i cant even imagine.
im still here.
feeling very much okay.
but anyways.
im trying to forget the part where
EVERYTHING seemed so screwed.
i tried to pretend all was good.
but the more i tried.
after i cooled off from one issue to another
the more they piled.
it was scary!
at least.
crying does make you feel better :]
all feels very much over.
and its even better to know that.
there's someone there who cares.
so i guess that made him special.
he literally brought in the difference
and the smile on my face.
stupid to think of it.
but i appreciate it.
i cant imagine how i never expect it.
and yet so often.
im being lifted by the little little things
that i receive/
i'm sooo gonna die.
i dunno why.
im still here..
and i have yet to touch on the nice stack of homework.
shoooot :[[now..the moods gonna go all the way to intense lane.
and no more distractions please.
see.i feel wonderful already..blogging is good yar.
pening down your thoughts.
its not really pening is it.
errrr.keep it till i find a better word.
so yes.blogging is good..
[[all that i wished that i found within you.stings when i see all the ways that you took me for granted and told me its through picked from my pocketes and smiled]]back to school.
and i dont think its gonna get better.
i lied to my teacher.
shes gonna fucking kill me.
but till then.ill jsut scream and run. :]
screamed at|10:24 pm
