Saturday, February 12, 2005
.:till you:.
forbade myself from staying up all late with the explorer and the msn...i would jsut make myself feel all so horrible again...
and so..sleep was essential to save me..and at least..the cosy room makes me feel happy..
i may not have all that i ever wanted..things to go my way..but i never thought of what if..others needed it more than i do..why care about self.when there is always others before self..
a self-fish person may bring you down.but dont forget there will always be someone there who loves and cares for who you are..
but oh well..i know..this pain and hurt inside can be over.it takes time...
history shall not repeat..i cried.i teared..not this time..
calls for the help somewhere out there...where's the idiot who jsut makes me laugh..take me away!
things change..it does..moving on too quickly..and i just wish..we could all go back to the past..but whats now is now...no turning back...shan't regret yet be glad..i had something leik that...
if i were to let go..or rather..i am supppssed to let go..why aren't i...get lost..
dodo...
danny was wonderful.danny had the ability to do things you never could...nobody till you..but mostly.i love danny..who the hell and where is danny..when i need him!
screamed at|10:00 am
