Thursday, February 10, 2005
.:down down down:.
i dunno what im still doing here..anws..i completed the wood-ian profile and till katkat's friendster is all alive again..she can help me with the profiling..but oh well..did what i could...and..hello! go check it out..and also.till dada..hmmm..wait.i have yet to tell dada about it..later!
i love my wood-ians!!!
visiting today...its a different feeling..well for one..aunt jo ain't here..i can't help feeling the loss every now and then..its shit! but im human..i have emotions.and so..it starts with grandada[yeye]'s place...up in serangoon.. and blah blah..got our red packets and ate and all..gen and i could nto take it..we jsut ren straight to the room and slept..try sleeping on the carpeted stairway..sheesh..aint comfortable ok?so..well..till my 'rents decided to leave..its to our next destination..grandad[gonggong]'s place..well..we already ate..so there was nothing much to do..well.i gobbled down the forrero rocher and took pineapple tarts and that kueh bu bu thing..and well..off to sleep again..and then again..this time..we jsut fell right asleep on the couch...i dunno what that meant..but ..it was wierd..imagine..your guests sleeping right there...sheesh..but left about 3 hours later...to dad's cousin[koko's] place..woh..hello choa chu kang!!!damn far..perspiring the shit out of myself at the back of the van...oh god!..but there was good food/..the same stuff yearly..but its always good!love it..anyways...we slacked a bit..watched a chinese show..haha..chinese..but..kinda nice lar...blahs!
so..we got home..and played..i guess//chatting and all..and then i got on the phone with katkat and talked for over and hour..bloops..then i continued with our friendster account..and that brings me back to why im still awake...and so here at 3.27..lindsay lohan is entertaining me..and..im gonna kill myself tomorrow if i dotn sleep.
i shall be going to vanessa's place for lion dance..shiok!and next..they'll go out.but i doubt i'd go..im tired! and i need to do some stuff...
jsut a lil bit...
last moon rising.scream jsut leik no ones there..lose all of my defences..
when you expect.the more you do not recieve.but then.when you not care..the more you recieve.so if this happens..would you not expect more and soon bring us back to a cycle..
i love the love i forbid myself to feel...it takes my strong self to overcome..come and go...but if you leave..dont coem back..i dotn need to feel the dart again..cos feeling you hurts..
i would prolly say i dont liek you anymore when i find myself falling in love with you...cos youre not the you i want..
i've
lost you. and dont bring in that word.
everythign is gonna be alright.everythign is gonan be alright..everythign is gonna be alright..be strong..believe...
im falling into memories of you.things we used to do.: ]
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