Sunday, February 06, 2005
.:lost without each other:.
[im nobodys]
how can you fall for someone who jumps around in malls..screams at the top of her voice..speaks vulgarities just on and on.and laugh liek an idiot!!!
me..how can it be you and i...i know..never cos..i lost it for you...
its jsut the rush of too many things.we take it for granted..even i.,,i always thought..but im wrong..my emotions proved to others what was very much the opposite..im not in love..maybe i was..but hwo true can it be..its only when you find this ultimated point of that person and you..you simply understand what you feel..i am wrong..i really am..but for others to find out..i base it on myself of what i really feel....
my heart really beats faster and slower at the same time? doesnt it? but for who? thats the question ive yet to feel and refuse to ask!
or is it the too much of i think i liek him.i cant confess.i give up..hmmm..eh..pantat..i dunno!
anyways..i miss my cool shit buddys!!!...full of shit during the n levels..wishing each other by saying cool shit and even more cool shit!!..we were supposed to be those graduated..thats what makes them cool shits to me!!!
hah/i lost it...
people changed..many have!.so have i..changed..a change only few can experience..only i guess as their disadvantage or advantage..or whatever you call it..im not getting it!
im not troubled..you say im always wearing that [i am so thinking about everything] expression! but i guess deep inside..shut the fark up..i got tired of being and idiot!!! haha..always happens in biology..haha..wierd!!
the world is rotating too quickly..days are passing as if they were nothing...jsut as it goes...it draws us closer to big big examinations..screwed!!too fast to even notice the changes till it takes effect...2005..a new year which brought prominent change..it is different..adapt to it..and live it..
...falling into memories of you..things we used to do
screamed at|1:02 am
