Monday, December 13, 2004
.:when was it:.
today..my today...
it was not very good..it was a mixture of emotions...i was excited yet fearful...and a feeling of so much hopes and yet fears...once again...well,,i tried really hard to put on a smile.but instead,,it brought a frown on my face and i jsut had to sit one corner...jsut to spend time alone..all by myself..and finally understood..it has always been like that...a hidden conclusion..and i wonder what i know and do not...am i just plain stoopid..or ultimately brilliant...
i feel like...i need more fruitips!!!
and...i need.....sheesh..i dunno...
i face the contradictions...but whose to blame..i am one of its owner...a major one...and..dont expect what you can never accomplish....dreadful...please..pretty please...the story..which was jsut imagination never fulfilled....
wake up and smell the coffee...
screamed at|3:22 am