Wednesday, December 08, 2004
.:farking shit:.
arh!!!!i mean ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!..I AM SO DAMN FREEKING HAPPY..I HAVE NOT TOUCHED THE COM IN LIEK WHAT..SO LONG!!!!ARHHHH..THE SCREAMS ARE SPILLING....HELP!!!HAHAH..BUT ANWS...OK..MAYBE SHOULD JSUT QUIETEN DOWN A BIT....
ok..hmmmm..crashed into gabes house..yeah..well...was with marc earlier at town..and got kinda boring and so here we are...i need to attach myself back to the com..lets update more...hmmmm..
yesterday!!!i was with vanessa and socks./.biking and damn..,.my arse hurts leik fark..wanted a tan..no tan./.nvminds...and what..later in the evening..i went on the wake..,aunt angies mum passed on..howp dreadful/./.yet another funeral...it will be the last day on the 9th...gen will be going...i doubt i will be going....hello child...birthday going on...right///so blah blah
right....now./.katkat is in new zealand..miss her so much...and..i...and...dada and gabe will be celebrating their 6th month on the 11th//awhh..the day which kat comes back...good...and marc and gabe...woh...blah blah..and dodo...i hate it....
i had a very very low point last night..the worst i have felt...for him..it hurt leik farkshucks..need i elaborate///lots of figuring out...many peopel have left very deep impressiosn and thoughts to what i shopuld really do...i aint stoopid in the game of love..i wont be foolish/..the harvest is good..so be it..if its even better..its your bonus....and hes jsut not driving the bonus this way yet..so...leave it..theres nothing to care..i mean..theres so much to live for..jsut one person to bring you down...who are you living for..there a million others who jsut love it when you smile..so im all that good,.,..
a difficult position to be placed in..always a solution to get out..this i am so sure...jsut let go of everything...how bad can things get....today..yesterday..everyday..spoilt...no more!!!
and stuff liek...theres another in my life..move on or not to...
aiayah..so boring....irritating..i dunno larh...bye....
..............is such a farking basturd!!!!!hate!!!!
screamed at|5:00 pm
