Monday, November 08, 2004
.:witch hat:.
this is when im thinking about...into the late nights where its all quiet and not even a single wisper and then again..the hope i give and the faith i have for the truth..and everything which jsut leads to its not possible and all that stoopid nonsence...
i dunno what im doing up so early..am i mad?.i cant get to bed and if ever i do.id be lazing and thats gonan be irritating cos i will start thiking and what the thoughts are gonna be stucka dn next thing you know..dream no4..which is not called for..
what if..if only..wont life be much better if you were my ultimate confidante..did i have the opportunity..and dont regret how you have left us..i feel the loss and should you or do you..at the ned of the day...i doubt everything i ever knew about you.cos i never knew you..and i guess youll be the one who does not care..
shucks..dodo.shucks..
why am i still thinking about it?
just think chocolate and even more chocolate so that you just get so tired you dotn even have time..and whats more..its not wrong...nah..the last thing from you..meant a whole lot to me..
which reminds me..ive gotta do up a shopping list of many many christmas pressies...yeah..sounds good..look back last year..so much has changed...everybody knows that...and hows the change..
screamed at|2:05 am
