Sunday, July 18, 2004
.:say something anyway:.
after yesterdays entry..i died out//prayers and radio on//and tried to sleep..dodo is stoopid..she cant sleep with the radio on!!!but still switches it on..
today!!!every seesion is all about learnign and even more learning..gracies back..after a week..so we three as the cathecist.the kids are absolutely adorable..lets say about 19 of them..theyre wonderful..i love them..
mass..gabe.dada.dodo.rese.kat..blahs..later met philly..and salt session!!!sharings and all..blahblahblah..lets fastforward to the pressie part!!!gave kat our box of fantastically sentimental stuff!!so yes..screamed the happy burthday!!.with all the msges for her on the box..and brownies..leik i mentioned..before..lunch at bk..some shit happened..jsut crap...gwen!!![can.you.lighten.up.lot]//damn.i got so pissed at myself..but well..shut up about it..who am i to speak..ok.i told myself to be mugging..got carried away..and next thing i know..im at the pool table..out of the dunno how may hours..i only had four balls in..how interestingmy skills msut be..you see..hmph..we left..k.r.g.g.g..train..slowly.down to us three..and we're talkign and talking and all..so much about our lives..its cool.and um....i dunno.
and smth jsut so farnie happened..leik im blogging and suddenly.im in a confrence with eight people..leik callix.ally.nats.bel.peiwen.amanda...ok..fullstop.
words nto expressed!!!
you are my strength when i am weak.you are the treasure that i seek.you are my all in all..
the thought of you..you know i cant decieve myself..tell me...it freeks me out..when im off.it seems liek im on and its the other round..so what am i..let me regret...there could have been so much happiness..and i still am blinded..after all that has happened..ill never stop till i know how...so what are you waiting for..get away..not you.not i..its you and her.as for me..its us..athe only us.i acknowledge..
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