Tuesday, July 13, 2004
.:silence:.
todays the investiture..and how the hell did i even deserve that cert..well.shant speak about that..ms low spoke to us today..and been feelign bad since yesterday..but some things are better off this way and i jsut dont want to make these decisions anymore..so yes..she spoek to us..and i could have sworn if she started to tear..bish..ill waterfall with her too..so.i feel very bad//but i dont regret what i did//its over..philly.boon and i went to apologise..yes..glad that apology is accepted..never felt as if i owed a teacher so much..in my life..im so sorry..mslow..the dissapointment..
prelims are drawing near and orals tomorrow..and im quite freeked out about that..the big big examinations..what more do i nto have to fear..not a mistake again..everyones watching..
arts tiring and dirty..gettign so sick of it..
pretend.pretend.pretend..
im tired of thinking..forcing myself not..mood swings ever so regularly and dotn speak about the periods..thats not it..and i jsut spoil everyone elses...gettign sick of whats going on..time-out..i need to relieve..*scream..
screamed at|6:24 pm
