Tuesday, June 15, 2004
.:you in my life:.
theres just so much going on in life..changes all over.changes..we go through that all the time..i thought i knew alot and was able to control how i deal with my life..but there are many facts.the lil bit of facts which make up our lives..facts that are all so wrongly interpreted..how different from the way we see it..reading through my easyjournal.there is so much of a different gwen,the gwen who was once crazy and though said she cared but jsut never did..now.its jsut not the same no more..even i note the change in me..well.we move on..dont we..something tells me the new me..sucks big time..so many factors..just make me feel sick of what i have become..was it the me all along or did happenings make me change drastically..yikes..it pains..
so much..theres smth freeky..i know in the end..this would be our conclusion..well.i really hope i know what i feel.cos i jsut dont want to get caught once again and make the same mistake and get back to where we were.smth so severe and just ruined.denial shall be what we speak of...:i tired so hard and got so far.in the end.it doesnt even matter:.why..cos its fate..a twist of fate..i hope..
help me.figure out the difference between right and wrong..weak and strong..
its terrible..i want you there..you?who the hell is the you..
laughing.laughing.laughing.
school today..i really did art..liek after a week of vacation..sheesh..hubbie still looking good,resurrected once again..blahs..may be able get my yellowcard cd..i hope and pray..pls..pls..pls..ah deh
screamed at|5:54 pm
