Tuesday, June 15, 2004
.:everything is going to be alright:.
dinner and all..blahs..
tv.tv.tv.tv.tv.finally brought myself to watch american idol,and im impressed with diana degarmo..i think shes so ambitious and talented..with no fear.she jsut goes all out..worth admiring..well.her voice is good..shes just good..hope she gets as good as kelly or clay or even kimberly..ah deh..trl..beachy//
headed to compass with mummy to bank a cheque..for her colleague or smth..did lots of talk...to and fro..abt the meaning in life..getting me to think abt the importance of your reactions.of how you handle situations in your life..there are lots of learning lessons..i wonder when i get to feel the major ones..now..at this point.still 15 going 16..situtations seem all that bad..but it gets better..what if we were all grown up..what woudl happen..oh goodness..i look forward..mummu also did tell me abt the right guy,and of how he handles things and all..i like him..i think he may be the one who is able to handle it..hes nice..very nice..just let him prove it to you..hes good..all good.nobodys perfect..but i do not need perfection.cos he is all i ask for..all i ever could dream of.he'll be there to save me..save me..well.maybe for the moment..just be there for me..yes..you!!!oh yes..so much to learn.so many mistakes to make and to elanr from..are we ready..
if i could then i would..ill make things all so good for you.and not let you down..i will..
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their songs are damn the good..deh..*faints..shall blast it to sleep..
screamed at|9:46 pm
