Saturday, June 05, 2004
been away from church people and all.not leik i dotn see them,.but i aitn spending time with them as much as before.and that leik totally sucks.i want to be there but i jsut cant.i let myself down as well as them.i feel shit.wHY.why restrictions.cant he understnad whats going on and what im going through..so chee bai.well anws.im going for church and enjoy that few hours there..
and after that.its time for me to play.play.play..yes..i need time off to relax..and relax and relax and relax..more..
im with my DIl..enjoying every single moment of it.love her.alot.alot.alot.[haha].
screamed at|8:45 pm