Wednesday, May 19, 2004
[without you.thered be no sun in my sky.there would be no love in my life.what kind of life would that be.and i.i need you in my arms need you to hold.youre my world,my heart,my soul,if you ever leave.baby youll take everything good in my life]
preparation and all for tomorrow.all those dresses and dresses.laughing my arse off when i wore that black sexy dress.haha.what a whore.well i am one.as we all know.the [wall].so yes..i need a shawl.cousie ling will give me one.so i wont look alil retarded..i look kinda crap with short hair.my image is so different.or should i say wierd.haha.i can just faint.well.short hair still males me look beautiful.well
i can go turn bung,since its quite a good time,but wait.who will care.im not crazee over love you now....am i right.celebrities..
im desperate,i need love.i need attention from that guy.do i..fark.no.
words dont carry much of a weight no more..i wonder what you speak is worth your heart.theres denial and betrayal.with that there is no trust..no trust.im a bitch.i screw you.i dont forgive neither do i forget.and i seek revenge.well in many ways.i hope im contradicting myseflf or your life would be living hell.and ill make sure you enjoy it till the very last tear falls.whilst i will get the last laugh.ill laugh so hard.nobody could ever compete with me/
looking at very very different points of view.my mum feels otherwise and i felt that way for you too.but well.im not going to think that way too much.cos i dont think i shoudl bother abt it.who am i to judge.im jsut someone un-impt.who got hurt and fell down.
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