Monday, May 17, 2004
well.today in school was lets say alil boring leh//alamak.i was lseeping throughout the whole day.only when the teachers came in to check papers.then did i get up.damn.i slept liek fark..woohoo!!so yes.i skipped the break.and bLah.bLah.bLAh.so yes.got back papers.three.i flung one.eh.no.should be i failed one.chinese.improving.but nto there..history and biology was nto really up to my expectations.i expected a distinction.but lost it.damn..well.people did nto do very well.it was strict and they were leik what i got so high.liek hello.express student..so.haha.
after school..met gen and got to cp and all.so yes.met kat and dada.then got t sengkang park.did some major confroation..well not major for the others but the major one was between marc and i.so yes..we did talk alot.back to the farking 9th july.wellshant insult that day.that day saved my life.so yes..did major trashing.i feel.well.i dunno what to feel.lots that i never expected..well.i guess its nth i could say abt/its all over and done with..to me.ill let this be known.im not crazee over marc.never.so much rumours just got me pissed.so whatever it man..i dunno what to feel.reallt broekn here..although i dont seem to be.well im jsut at such a loss.i dunno whats going on..im angry.but at who.who am i angry at.do i deserve to be angry.i feel fustrated and disturbed.i feel as if theres smth going on in my head.but i jsut cant get it out.i dunno hwo to bring it abt..and thats farking irritating.i felt as if i had more to say.but i did not say.cos i was just stuck there.could nto get angry.was s pissed.just did nto knwo what to do or say.yikes!!im still thinking abt it.no.i shoudl nto say that.its still lingering around but argh.i dunno.fark.its all messy..damn..let me clear my thoughts..so yes..well.im real confused and angry.i just dunno whats going on..
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