Tuesday, May 18, 2004
still a lil sour abt yesterday.the turth is all there.it has always been said to forvive and forget.i could forgive practically anyone.now i feel liek im the devil cos now.i cant even forvive neither can i forget.well.its only the beginning..lets see how itll take till im over it.once again.damn..when will i ever be able to proudly announce.im really over.why do i contradict myself time and again..
.:i dont wanna think abt you.or think abt me.run away.run away.run away!!!:.this it the song btw.does nto apply to what farkies im going through..
is it as bad as we all think it is.people said my reaction should be this and that,smth different from what i potrayed.i feel so trapped.there is smth lingering around.till now i dunno what it is.and i feel sick abt that..
living in a fatasy without a meaning.i dont feel safe.
screamed at|4:35 pm
