Sunday, May 09, 2004
so much for being mother's day.a joyous occasion for all mothers..mood was crapped earlier.did not let that affect me..rested and all.so much for the cancellation of going for the celebration.like i need a more corrupted day..todat just sucks.having happy times.bullshit.i cant make myself happy.all that i hate.just has to happen today.thanks for that disrespect and all.what the farks going on..is it just me or the rest of the wrold decided to be angry along with me.to make world suck more.they need soem entertainment.and how the fark am i supposed to help here when i myself am pissed.what the fark!?!?!?fustration is killing..just all people around learn to care abt one another..i need this kinda of upbringing.who ever does like this kind of family.so much for being a catholic family.what has God thought us.to hate each other and have severe disputes.like thats so not.wheres the love and warmth a family should have.why are we so self-centered.selfish.and farked up people who jsut decided to mess life up and not clear it after that.i dotn see why im sho bothered.its my family..what abt the others who make the family..all the love i can give does nto bring good at all..geesh.
let the water wash away my anger.shall go for a major shower.to wash it all off.i need to cool off..damn..someone scream with me...i need to let it out...
screamed at|6:32 pm