Monday, May 24, 2004
not a good day today.just hoping that later in the evening.i can get boosted.feeling real low.my results are a letdown.my friendships.yes.my friendships.my love affairs.all seem to be a major threat to me..feeling all so disturbed by this all.where is the gwen who did nto give a farking shit abt anything.why do i care so much now.wHy?
problems in life comes.God is fair.he treats us all the same.it very much depends on how we recieve what he gives in very much overlooked ways.or rather he gives us problems to test us and see what pur reaction would be.me.i recieved it.i did not handle it well.now im stuck suffering.but there is always room for changes.my life can be the life i once enjoyed.having fun is all i need to take away whatever crap comes to me.i hate myself for bothering so much.why cant i jsut forget him.damn it.chee bai.why get stucked.let me be strong and let it go,i would nto be the fool no more.you played me out.hatred boils for the sake of forgetting.i neglect you for that.hypocrisy will live between us.and why dont we enjoy every single moment of that.yes.thats one down..another.whats done cannot be undone.jsut do the better of it..so for friendships,well.blame your stupidity for not understnading me.i dont bring hypocrisy on burthdays.its an insult.so yes.do what you want.get off my back and ill be off yours.away from all conflicts.you.the pain in the arse.who spoils everything in life.a torment.that would be successfully destroyed by m.e...me..haha.
damn.i feel much better.settled differences..now we are all good..yes.a good feeling.life can be good.blame your reactions.all abt that..i dont need mutual love to live.
and.chee bao.friendster lags like fark.ive got two testimonials on the lsit and have yet to read.damnnabbitsonofamonkeyskunk...
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