Wednesday, May 12, 2004
i doubt myself.i dont believe.i dunno what has been going on.after all is over.i wonder.i ponder.what actually happened..was i feeling desperate without having someone to love.how can someoen liek me fall so low.what made me feel that way.did i even have that kind of major feelings.did i let you down.or did you let me down.were feelings real at all.geesh.i hated you for just letting go.it showed me how un.impt i was.and made me feel.you were never in love at all.like all was for fun.woohoo.
its over.were over.
we are both better off without each other..dont you think so..
.:i cant believe i hung around with you all this time.you drove me crazee with your old cds.girl youre outta your mind,im counting on ufos to beat me.but i still dunno,how long i can take this shit.girl youre gotta go:.
screamed at|9:09 pm