Monday, May 31, 2004
alright.ate out and all.and i hate it when i get struck with thoughts.i mean.well what do we call it.scenarios.there was this cat which was liek mewing and all.the feeling was horrible and all.and my dad said we shoudl not give no food.well.if i ever do eat out.prolly with my squeeze.id definitely give that lil cat soem food.youre a barbarian to be so cruel.just liek soemone in the household.
ok.entertainment.i need that.to stray away abt the cat.i just love it when life goes all so right then it gets spoilt by some stoopid mistake and then later pondering and concluding that it was a good thing out of the bad.
i dont get it.is it human nature.wHy do i have to farking think and care so much,speak abt me being paranoid.i hate it.wHy cant i just keep my cool and not let thoughts linger around.deeply..yes.we can get on with life.i can.but if life coudl be made all so right once again.would you lose out on this chance.what have you got to lose.back to where you originally are or getting in a better situation.well.sometimes.you get taken fro granted.and that bitch did it.she does not deserve me going down so low.go buzz off.your lose without some entertainment in your life.haha
all that ever does keep me going in life is the thing called love.becos of those who love me and those whom i love,id never let go what i have till its the end of the world.you may never get smth good in life all the time.it prolly comes once.and fate decides.God paths your decisions so that you dont get into too big a fix.
.:when i fall down you pick me up.you are my all in all:.
ok.all those at nig's..should i say hL.do enjoy yourselves.sorry i cant be there..take kaire and love.
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